go on a sugar high
Sunday, February 20, 2005
feeling frustrated and crappy now for no reason...know hilda doesn't like ppl who say this but at this moment life sucks big time man...i'm feeling like crappy and it's not mood swings cuz i was nv happy the whole of today anyway..i've not been happy for v long time..misss the cedar days man..everytime i think back bout cedar i feel nostalgic...maybe not everyone feels the same way bout their sch lah...cedarians prob all feel the same way as me..like i mean the saying is so true man..once a cedarian always a cedarian...argh...act i both dread going to collect my results and anticipate it with happiness...like i dun act wanna get my results unless it's good lah(duh)...but like the whole class of 2004 can get together again...like this gathering of my batch cedarians...argh..if only the whole batch can get better results than last year and do the sch proud..with ms leong being interviewed and everything...and my class ppl all getting 6,7,8 and coming back for speech day...haa this is so idealistic and prob would nv happen in a 100 years...but like i hope to get single digit ,come back for speech day and do my family proud lah...during the o's their concern was overflowing and i wanna repay them..ok this is a crappy entry solely to myself....
and the song goes on
meifang
18
ex cedarian
hci
7e
ex s19
me
life
the people
make noise