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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

k yest was one of the best new year's eve i had ...in nj it was ok cuz had nothing to do so basically helped to wrap some hampers and stuff...then later nj idol the guy with the guitar sang really well man....aft nj idol took a taxi back to cedar cuz we din wanna be soo late cuz everyone was there already...was so excited to go back man...then like while i was walking in...jane and rebecca plus i think hl cuz i was talking to hl on the phone could not recognise me...they said i looked different...which in their opinion was a good thing..then i like practically hugged everyone--hl,laysian,janes,reb,jean,grace,yz,yh..it was super touching lah..like i had came home frm some long lost country like tt...then like while i was walking in they wanted to walk out cuz like all the teachers had left...but like it was such a pity cuz i took a taxi all the way there and wanted to walk arnd 1st...so like i walked arnd with jane and was excited all the way lah...i mean like seriously ...cedar felt like home man..yup i just dont' know how to describe tt feeling man...k aft walking 1 round waited in sch for awhile then talked abit and left....then went to ps pizza hut...sat there eating and talking for such a long time man...was so sweet i missed all of them...knew more about their lives and stuff...then like aft tt went spotlight...crapped arnd like in the past and had lotsa fun...later me and jane went to rj and it was open still..everything was absolutely still and quiet..and i was so scared of getting caught lah..it was like the whole sch only belonged to me and her and some other chi scholars playing bball...i walked arnd with her and she gave me some mini tour...the place felt totally like some huge unfriendly monument...it was not cozy lah...then like she talked bout her life in rj and i really dunno if i should change man..then we walked arnd and talked...security thought me and jane were super hardworking rafflesians who stayed back to mug even on chi new year's eve...and even said hello and bye bye to ask..ha ha...rubbishy man...whoa i really missed her man...it's like in front of her and my old pals..i can talk non stop...and it's my past self tt's talking to them...but now in nj feel like i have changed frm last year...become more reticent perhaps..it's like i dunno how to say it..but i can't bring out my past self in nj lah...but it's not nj...cuz nj's a great place compared to wht i've heard about rj..but i think it's just me man...4a really rocks lah

and the song goes on