go on a sugar high
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
read sufyan's blog just now and read tt he missed 1st 3 months...my god...i think tt feeling is 10times multiplied for me..i really miss the slack days where really ppl slack with you ....now is everyone is uptight abt their work but no one shows it...and ppl like me can just die...and it's a proven fact..i go there and start becoming the resident last in class..as proven frm all the physics tests so far...everyone is just mugging...i should 've chosen s6 i think...yes yes i'm willing to sacrifice my future to take other subjects just to have a more happening 2 years...now i'm like some sorta half quiet half weird ghost tt drifts in and out of sch...totally no fun...i mean last time i looked forward to going to sch....and i can at least joke and have fun in sch...now is occasionally i get moments of joy but the moments are countable..then like i find tt the ppl laugh at things tt are diff frm those i laugh abt in nj...maybe it's just me....maybe i miss nj too much....argh....damn sick..i wanna go back to the good old days....i feel so nostalgic now....my happening years were in cedar and nj....now i'm dead...and i'm gonna turn into a stupid mugger...ya i mean literally...one tt mugs but always for some unknown fact still get last in class...i can predict my 2 years....years of boredom and quietness....but i must give credit to hc for something...at least i get to kick my probs away......btw i miss a classroom where we belong in....now my class is just drifting without any home in a sense...and the class bench thing is no more novel...it's plain small
and the song goes on
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